bora bora tak dapat pd pun boleh lahh. ahahha

last month was a great month. spend my birthday with my parents and family especially my sweet 59 mother. my new workmates si sebby and amy kidnaped me and we went to pd for two days one night stay just to celebrate my birthday. hahahh. konon sweet gla ah tu. we stayed at this hotel what was the name again. selesa beach resort kut. hahah. its funny cause i remember oone time me and my friends trespassing this hotel few years ago just to hang by the beach. mcm org ape pnjat tembok bagai. sebby was so cute he bought me cake from pasar malam and suprise me by the beach. although mak impikan cake red velvet tapi that one cake from pasar malam sure did made my day. we hang by the beach for so long. with all the food that we bought from pasar malam that night. hahaha. me and amy beli jagung rebus few sticks and eat them with pleasure of our feet being soaked in the sea salt water. it was a good day to remember. we hang out by the beach till almost 3 in the morning and suddenly i heard voices of man. was so weird because i look around and theres no one except for the three of us. tbe tbe baru nampak ade dua kepala coming from the sea. was so creepy xtau dari mane dua org tu datang. tak nampak pun ade org mandi ke ape. we were guessing they were the foreigners who cant afford safe flight and landing. hahah. and that moment end our night. hahaha. now this moment as well will end my night today. goodnight world.

hunger game

lepak kedai radhi coner kat usj 4, they have the best mushroom gravy there. if nak compare dgn makan place around subang area lah. as usual lah aku bawak wewe si kental as usual aku order teh o ais. official malaysian drinks. and order chicken chop dua. bukan aku makan dua. ish. aku makan satu je. then abang tu boleh tanya "makan eh?" dengan muka xberfikir sebelum tanya. aku apa lagi perut dah lapar. " eh xlah bang saya nak buang" xde sebarang bunyi kedengaran. abng muka seolah meneran benda keras. sorry ah bang. eden tak sengajo.

dont knw why

i really dont understand myself now. why. what happend. i keep on thingking bout that one specific person so much lately. after so long i tried not to. how can tht one person effect you so much. ill be happy to see you smile. ill be worry to knw your sigh. i get jelous.i miss you so damn much. if i could turn back time ill make sure i wont make the same mistakes. hoping that the old you must still be there somewhere. the one tht can make me smile in just a second. the one that time seems to be moving so fast to be with.the one that i would cross an ocean for. the one ill stand up for.the perfect, sweetheart and loving person to the stupid, boring,lame me. but why nw, i thought theres no more. i tried so hard to use time to forget. my heart is just too weak. keep on reminding myself that theres no more me in you just to get through the day. your smile is not mine anymore. but why still i cant stop thingking about you. why is heart so stupid and stubborn. ill just continue life. as the same. and i just realize it now. that how much effort ive done to win your heart before ended up with that much effort i hve to putt in now to forget you. please bare with me heart.

friend

kinda confused with you. you act like shes the only friend you got. and well guess what. you cant force good friendship. you have to earn em. shes not yours you knw. i knw youre better then this. i can actually see the good side of you. put away those mean words and demoralizing acts. i can respect you if you really want to. but not by doing all that. and most importantly, i can be friends with anyone i want. and i can go out with anyone i want. its my decision to make and my life to live. you dont own me. not a bit. sorry yaw

you knw wht im saying

sleep wake up and sigh aint the way to live life knock down we get up and run. swagging life like cha ching ching people always does who cares pasal grammar.i dont give a damn.human aint perfect so does our grammar dont care what they say,show the middle finger and do the lindsay lohan face thay cant effect us.nope not tonight.tonights our night. not only the western people whos hair were blond and eyes are blue can be charming and look bestt all ze time asian like me whose body weight are above average ( a bit only) hell can look hot in my sarung and shades, not having fair skin aint stop you from dancing and bitching, just like that nicki not so fair minaj.people can still hit like.kontra kut semua colour dia guna. and everyone was like 'macam bestttt jeee diaaa nii'" suka lahhh suka lahhh" love can be given to anyone even strangers. peace.

where no one knows my name

life will never be perfect.well i guess. dont knw if yours is. now playing boston by augustana.yeap its on replay guys. i think ill start over, i think ill start a new life . no one knows my name. and probably boston is so not happening i guess. hahah. there is always something from your past that hurt you just to think about it even to have a glance of it. well yeah,thats what we human call life.everyone lie everyone cheat everyone must have that bad thing in he or she.everyone have their own 'dark side' as alia's my workmates aka senior at workplace once said. i really dont judge people though.i really dont.prefer to think about my life,my stories. well its not that interesting i guess.i never been travel across country or whatever. had the urge but finance problem i guess. but how bad the experienced was ill swallow all of it.ill continue and hoping there will be better tomorrow. ill leave all that behind. i cry. im not superman.i just wont let anyone see. im more than something.

permata di langit- diamonds in the sky

walaweh.rindunya aku untuk menulis seolah olah berkata kata pada rakan imaginasi di laman siber. siapa pun engkau di sana,terima kasih kerana membaca.engkau paling seronok. (you're the best) sudah berkudis lamanya aku tak menulis dan juga menekan punat keyboard ni. ya sebelum ku lupa.aku sudah bergelar jururawat yg sah.aku ada kuasa untuk menyuntik lemak peha siapa sahaja. :) 2013 sudah.tahun ni umur aku mencecah 20-an. masih bergetah lagi kalau abang abang sasa kata. aku sehat, tapi kalau sehat a.k.a berat yang korang mahukan, maaf. aku sudah lama berhenti dari memeiksa jarum jam pada kotak penimbang. bak kata pepatah buang yg keruh, jgn peduli kata penimbang.