friend

kinda confused with you. you act like shes the only friend you got. and well guess what. you cant force good friendship. you have to earn em. shes not yours you knw. i knw youre better then this. i can actually see the good side of you. put away those mean words and demoralizing acts. i can respect you if you really want to. but not by doing all that. and most importantly, i can be friends with anyone i want. and i can go out with anyone i want. its my decision to make and my life to live. you dont own me. not a bit. sorry yaw

you knw wht im saying

sleep wake up and sigh aint the way to live life knock down we get up and run. swagging life like cha ching ching people always does who cares pasal grammar.i dont give a damn.human aint perfect so does our grammar dont care what they say,show the middle finger and do the lindsay lohan face thay cant effect us.nope not tonight.tonights our night. not only the western people whos hair were blond and eyes are blue can be charming and look bestt all ze time asian like me whose body weight are above average ( a bit only) hell can look hot in my sarung and shades, not having fair skin aint stop you from dancing and bitching, just like that nicki not so fair minaj.people can still hit like.kontra kut semua colour dia guna. and everyone was like 'macam bestttt jeee diaaa nii'" suka lahhh suka lahhh" love can be given to anyone even strangers. peace.

where no one knows my name

life will never be perfect.well i guess. dont knw if yours is. now playing boston by augustana.yeap its on replay guys. i think ill start over, i think ill start a new life . no one knows my name. and probably boston is so not happening i guess. hahah. there is always something from your past that hurt you just to think about it even to have a glance of it. well yeah,thats what we human call life.everyone lie everyone cheat everyone must have that bad thing in he or she.everyone have their own 'dark side' as alia's my workmates aka senior at workplace once said. i really dont judge people though.i really dont.prefer to think about my life,my stories. well its not that interesting i guess.i never been travel across country or whatever. had the urge but finance problem i guess. but how bad the experienced was ill swallow all of it.ill continue and hoping there will be better tomorrow. ill leave all that behind. i cry. im not superman.i just wont let anyone see. im more than something.