budi bahasa budaya kita.

penat aku berjalan malam ni dgn si kuyu.terkumpul peluh bawah lapisan perut.
hingat nak lepak starbuck.tapi si kuyu bawak dua hengget setengah je.so perut aku automatik dipusingkan ke arah bertentangan menuju ke mamak.


hujan renyai sikit jadi aku dan si kuyu duduk di bahagian luar satu tapak bawah lantai kedai.meja aku bersebelahan dgn meja diatas.selain menikmati keindahan angin hujan yang sejuk, aku dan si kuyu juga disaji dengan santapan punggung uncle uncle cina tepat selevel dgn muka kita orang yang duduk di meja bahagian atas.

sibok berborak dan melahap ais batu campor.sedap si kuyu bercakap uncle sebelah kentut kat muka dia ehh.lepas tu dia boleh lagi sambung berborak dgn member dia.macam yang berbunyi tadi tu bunyi ringtone handphone je.takda feel apa dah uncle tu.lagi rancak pulak dia berborak. aku dgn si kuyu terkaku kat situ.

si kuyu gelak sampai nangis.aku pulak yang segan bagi pihak uncle tu.dah lama tak nampak kuyu gelak macam tu. :)

orang cool memang busuk. tak busuk tak cool

pada semua kaki hindustan.mereka yang tersengih keseorangan bila melihat adegan romantik lagi manis.sengih gatal depan kaca tv.

ye kau....


kau lah.jgn cakap kau tak pernah.aku benci penipu.


macam mana cool pun kau mesti kau pernah tersengih depan tv.letakkan aku sebagai contoh,secool cool aku (ya aku serius )


okay sekali lagi,


secool cool aku,aku tak dapat menahan nafsu diri dari tersengih bila menonton cerita cinta lagi lagi hindustan.memang bombastik telefantastic lah.kadang kadang bila dah lama sikit sengih tersentak jugak,terasa macam busuk.tapi lama lama aku rasa normal lah bagi aku yang kenyataannya memang seorang yang sweet ni,

dah kau boleh stop buat muka.

time tu aku perlahan lahan toleh tengok tepi,abang aku si wewe yang kononnya 'habis jantan' yang merasakan dada yang berbulu adalah simbol kemegahan dan kekuatan,sengih bukan main beriya lagii.sumpah itu perkara paling siall sekali aku tengok,rasa macam nak tampo je pipi dia guna ping pong bat.kalau bahan orang bukan main lagi dia mengulang kaji.

Nothing else matter

i love you so so soooo much.i dont need nothing else.i guess.your laugh,your weird smile and your smell.the way you called me.i can feel it yaww.im smiling and imm so fooking happy.eventhough everything is so damn messed up.with all my problems.the fact tht im sick.imm still cool and strong.i knw i am.you,sitting there with me,i dont think im gonna stop smiling.i hope therell be more of you coming. :))




tuah is his name.and he really did gave me those

i love food so much will they love me back?

dang!
i love spending my time especially when im on duty in th hospital.how i want my restaurabt to look like.what will i name it?what will it be on the menu.whos gonna be the cashier,will the people love my food?all those dream all those thoughts is lingering in my mind .like they were chasing me everywhere.i love food,i knw i ate pretty much of them and i knw its kinda difficult for a nurse to own a restaurant.you can even say it as impossible too.not just about the money nor the knwledge.i dont knw if i have time for it either.but god knows how much i craved for it,how much i want to have my own restaurant.i love food,i love seeing people love my food,i dont mind trying quite few times on cooking the same dish just to make sure it will taste better.i knw you would say deep in your brain "what the heck are you doing with nursing then",or "stop dreaming girl dont waste your fucking time".its not that easy knw,i knw its hard,and im stuck with nursing already,but my mom always said "liyana boleh buat,liyana boleh bukak kedai makan bila dah kerja lama nanti." i dont knw if that is the typical mom thing to say.but it really makes me feel better everyday.it makes me calm and not to be sad about my future.because you knw guys i really want this,and i want it bad,i knw alot of people want this same as me,but i bet im different.i know i can.its in me since i was a kid.its the only thing that makes me smiles and laughing on my own each time i think about in while i was working in the hospital.some of the staffnurse even said "dik,dik kau ni berangan ke apa?tesengih sengih,takut aku tengok kau".
seriously fuck them. :)
ill try my best to make it happend,pray for me aite,and matess this is quite a personal story,but what the heck if i share right ,not much will read it after all.love you guys who read.mah mah <3