dang!
i love spending my time especially when im on duty in th hospital.how i want my restaurabt to look like.what will i name it?what will it be on the menu.whos gonna be the cashier,will the people love my food?all those dream all those thoughts is lingering in my mind .like they were chasing me everywhere.i love food,i knw i ate pretty much of them and i knw its kinda difficult for a nurse to own a restaurant.you can even say it as impossible too.not just about the money nor the knwledge.i dont knw if i have time for it either.but god knows how much i craved for it,how much i want to have my own restaurant.i love food,i love seeing people love my food,i dont mind trying quite few times on cooking the same dish just to make sure it will taste better.i knw you would say deep in your brain "what the heck are you doing with nursing then",or "stop dreaming girl dont waste your fucking time".its not that easy knw,i knw its hard,and im stuck with nursing already,but my mom always said "liyana boleh buat,liyana boleh bukak kedai makan bila dah kerja lama nanti." i dont knw if that is the typical mom thing to say.but it really makes me feel better everyday.it makes me calm and not to be sad about my future.because you knw guys i really want this,and i want it bad,i knw alot of people want this same as me,but i bet im different.i know i can.its in me since i was a kid.its the only thing that makes me smiles and laughing on my own each time i think about in while i was working in the hospital.some of the staffnurse even said "dik,dik kau ni berangan ke apa?tesengih sengih,takut aku tengok kau".
seriously fuck them. :)
ill try my best to make it happend,pray for me aite,and matess this is quite a personal story,but what the heck if i share right ,not much will read it after all.love you guys who read.mah mah <3
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