woahh baru habiss posting 8minggu kat hospital and clinic desa batu 13 puchong,haihh kalau dulu dulu je kita bolehh jumpa hamba yang bolehh dijual beli,sekarang anda hanya perlu pergi ke klinik desa batu 13 puchong,cari seorang perempuan yang berbadan gempal becermin mata dan muka iras iras era fazira,yesss smack that! akulah hamba yang anda cari. pehhhhhh penat glaa kerjaaa.lagi lagi kat hospitall.aku rasa tumit aku macam dah retak macam lantai rumahh kawan aku kat tigkat 25 pangsapuri bakawali di ibu kota. btw aku tak faham lah orang klau bagi nama blok pangsapuri kat sini mesti letak nama bunga.besepahh pulak tu.semua minat berkebun agaknya.kalau tak anggerik,bakawali,bunga raya,rafflesia,sri orkid xpun meranti.aku berani cagar emass mak aku lahh, yang korang mesti penah dengar salah satu bunga ni jadi nama blok pangsapuri.
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aku tak faham kenapa kakak kakak (staff nurse kat hospital tu macam orang bisu baru dapat cakap.pehh bila bercakap tak semangat pulakk,suruh buat kerja macam takleh cakap elok elok. mcam aku jauhh je nak cakap kuat kuat bagai.dia ingat aku hambaaa tok moyang dia beli agaknya.aku panassssss je. dia ingat aku gemok,perut aku boncet,aku takleh angkat peha aku terajang dia agaknya.
nasebb aku fikir jahitan celah seluar aku dah start tetas jee.kalau benang seluar aku tak tetass memang aku dah terajang akak tu.
akak perasan cntik : wehh dik! apa kau buat berdiri kat situ hah!(volume maksimum)
adik yang cantk lagi humble (aku) : kenapa kak saya nak chart temperature ni.
akak perasan cantik ingat dia kurus dia bagus :kau tak reti nak cari kerja eh!
adik yang gemok tapi hatinya mulia : akak apahal? (muka bengis)
akak pakai bedak compact murah : aku nak kau pegi ambik blood pump tok aku sekarang!
adik baik suara sedap : tak payah lah nak jerit jerit. (menyirap)
akak muka macam ketiak : kau pegi amik sekarang! (volume max digital surrounding)
adikk comel badan wangi : letak kat kat mana!! ( jerit balik)
haihhh yang sedih nya last last aku buat jugakk apa dia suruhh.cissss. siall lahhh.
benda aku paling regret sekali this year. haihhh.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Saturday, September 17, 2011
nursing is in me
Gambar assgnment subcutaneous injection site yg aku hantar.sape kata nurse x cool. :-)
Yes.seperti biasa kelass teramat lah menyangapkan.lebih lagi bila pensyarah anda pure from bangalor,India
hanya dengan mendengarr beliau berkata bolehh diibaratkan seperti meneguk eempat botol ubat batuk atau pun
benadryl nama saintifiknya.ataupun ibarat menelan sepuluh tablet panadol @anti-pyretic.
Semua rakan kelasku terkakai berjuang untuk berjaga semasa pensyarah pure ku ini mengajar. Kuliah aku x seperti
kuliah rakan lain di universiti.kuliah aku lebih kepada kelas tuisyen kasturi di usj 9.
Aku hanya belajar tentang manusia sepanjang masa. Dari atas kebawah dan bawah keatas.
Harini aku belajar tentang kawasan pemberian suntikan subkutanius. Ataupun subcute injection site.
Selalunya subcute injection diberi untk memberi insulin.untuk pt yg blood glucose levell dia tinggi.
Ayah aku antara pesakit (IDDM) insulin dependant diebetes melitus.ayahku memerlukan insulin sepanjang hayatnya.
Kerana badannya kurang pengeluaran insulin.tinggi risiko untuk aku kene padah yg sama.harap harap x ahh. tapi aku tak pernah rasa apa yg aku belajar ni sia sia.
best jugak apa. :)
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Thursday, September 8, 2011
awak baca eh.
awak jangan down down okayy,awak nak bahu saya ada bahu,
awak nak hati saya ada hati,awak nak peha pon saya boleh bagi,
tapi kalau awak nak bahagian kepak saya tak dapat nk tolong,tapi saya janji saya lari laju ke kentucky beli yang spicy.
fifi jgn lah cakap macam tu dah!
awak nak hati saya ada hati,awak nak peha pon saya boleh bagi,
tapi kalau awak nak bahagian kepak saya tak dapat nk tolong,tapi saya janji saya lari laju ke kentucky beli yang spicy.
fifi jgn lah cakap macam tu dah!
Sunday, August 28, 2011
hati hempedu dan jantung saya
Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before :')
saya tak pernah terlintas nak membandingkan kelebihan saya dengan kawan.saya tidak rasa perlu untuk membangga diri.apa makna kawan kalau macam lawan.dah lama rasa pedih cuma sekarang baru saya nampak lukanya.
saya tak pernah terlintas nak membandingkan kelebihan saya dengan kawan.saya tidak rasa perlu untuk membangga diri.apa makna kawan kalau macam lawan.dah lama rasa pedih cuma sekarang baru saya nampak lukanya.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
everything happend for a reason
everythinghappend for a reason.but in your case sumpahh tak tau apa reason dia.
lately ive been so stress about my mom.she is sooo overreacting. im 20 not 2.haihh.
i do think that i need a vacay or go somewhere far just to ease my mind.i just realize that we wont stay the same for all our years.somehow we will change,maybe from this person to a whole new person.im not saying that im change or i love changes.fact is i dont.i dont want to,i dont think there is anything wrong with me that i need to.im fine with whoever im hangging with.what i do now.i dont care.im just a person that lovee enjoying my life hangging with the one i love and care.just being happy in any condition.that is 'peace' for me. :))
what should i do is to just feel good about myself.pray to god that everything will be fine and great in the future.okayy.dah habiss luah luah.baru je habis pack pack baju nak balik hostel yang tak jauh mana.nak kene mandi jap.tak tau kenapa tapi saya sukaaa sangat mandi amalam malam.sejukk je nak tido nanti.semalam kalah main scrabble dgn jijol.hahahha.best have fun dengan member buat benda bodoh..benda bodoh jadi tak bodoh mana bila kitorang sama sama.aww aww.
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lately ive been so stress about my mom.she is sooo overreacting. im 20 not 2.haihh.
i do think that i need a vacay or go somewhere far just to ease my mind.i just realize that we wont stay the same for all our years.somehow we will change,maybe from this person to a whole new person.im not saying that im change or i love changes.fact is i dont.i dont want to,i dont think there is anything wrong with me that i need to.im fine with whoever im hangging with.what i do now.i dont care.im just a person that lovee enjoying my life hangging with the one i love and care.just being happy in any condition.that is 'peace' for me. :))
what should i do is to just feel good about myself.pray to god that everything will be fine and great in the future.okayy.dah habiss luah luah.baru je habis pack pack baju nak balik hostel yang tak jauh mana.nak kene mandi jap.tak tau kenapa tapi saya sukaaa sangat mandi amalam malam.sejukk je nak tido nanti.semalam kalah main scrabble dgn jijol.hahahha.best have fun dengan member buat benda bodoh..benda bodoh jadi tak bodoh mana bila kitorang sama sama.aww aww.
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Sunday, August 7, 2011
hai saya layen.saya kuattt makan.lari cepat mengah.kalau saya suka satu benda tu saya sanggup jalan jauh just nak dptkan ia.rambut saya dah panjang bak penyapu yg sering dibeli ibu di mydin.bulan puasa ni nafsu saya berkobar kobar seakan akan ia mengejar cita cita zaman mudanya.petang tadi saya ke bazar dengan mei lyng rakan baik saya.saya nampak air jagung,eh bukan,perut saya nampak air jagung.mulut saya terus berkata pada mei lyng wahh dut airr jagung nampak sedap,ma feverettt ai likeee. mei lyng trus jawab belilah dut.(dia mmmg xpandai jaga nafsu kawannya,bebel je pandai) aku terus order pada abang jual air tu.
aku:bang air tembikai satu besar,air mangga satu besar jugak.
abang:okay adik cantikk yang sehat.
aku:senyum anggun
abang : okayy siap.enam hengget dik.
setelah jalan lima enam tapak.aku berkata pada mei lyng
aku:dutt dutt kau perasan x aku dok cakap kat kau pasal air jagung tu sedapp,
tapi aku order tembikai dengan mangga instead.
mei lyng:aah la dut.asal hah?
aku:ntah la dut,nafsuu dohh>
masing masing geleng kepala.aku pun ta faham kenapa aku order air lain.aku sendiri xleh jawab kenapa.bak kataku,bukan aku yang nak perut aku yg mintak.ishhh terukk btull dah ni.
aku:bang air tembikai satu besar,air mangga satu besar jugak.
abang:okay adik cantikk yang sehat.
aku:senyum anggun
abang : okayy siap.enam hengget dik.
setelah jalan lima enam tapak.aku berkata pada mei lyng
aku:dutt dutt kau perasan x aku dok cakap kat kau pasal air jagung tu sedapp,
tapi aku order tembikai dengan mangga instead.
mei lyng:aah la dut.asal hah?
aku:ntah la dut,nafsuu dohh>
masing masing geleng kepala.aku pun ta faham kenapa aku order air lain.aku sendiri xleh jawab kenapa.bak kataku,bukan aku yang nak perut aku yg mintak.ishhh terukk btull dah ni.
Friday, June 24, 2011
Monday, June 20, 2011
please do come true
sumpahh aku nak pergi venice.kan best kalau ada tabung babi yang boleh dipecahkan.whatever it takes im still going.sumpahhh nak pergi okayy!
Saturday, April 30, 2011
budi bahasa budaya kita.
penat aku berjalan malam ni dgn si kuyu.terkumpul peluh bawah lapisan perut.
hingat nak lepak starbuck.tapi si kuyu bawak dua hengget setengah je.so perut aku automatik dipusingkan ke arah bertentangan menuju ke mamak.
hujan renyai sikit jadi aku dan si kuyu duduk di bahagian luar satu tapak bawah lantai kedai.meja aku bersebelahan dgn meja diatas.selain menikmati keindahan angin hujan yang sejuk, aku dan si kuyu juga disaji dengan santapan punggung uncle uncle cina tepat selevel dgn muka kita orang yang duduk di meja bahagian atas.
sibok berborak dan melahap ais batu campor.sedap si kuyu bercakap uncle sebelah kentut kat muka dia ehh.lepas tu dia boleh lagi sambung berborak dgn member dia.macam yang berbunyi tadi tu bunyi ringtone handphone je.takda feel apa dah uncle tu.lagi rancak pulak dia berborak. aku dgn si kuyu terkaku kat situ.
si kuyu gelak sampai nangis.aku pulak yang segan bagi pihak uncle tu.dah lama tak nampak kuyu gelak macam tu. :)
hingat nak lepak starbuck.tapi si kuyu bawak dua hengget setengah je.so perut aku automatik dipusingkan ke arah bertentangan menuju ke mamak.
hujan renyai sikit jadi aku dan si kuyu duduk di bahagian luar satu tapak bawah lantai kedai.meja aku bersebelahan dgn meja diatas.selain menikmati keindahan angin hujan yang sejuk, aku dan si kuyu juga disaji dengan santapan punggung uncle uncle cina tepat selevel dgn muka kita orang yang duduk di meja bahagian atas.
sibok berborak dan melahap ais batu campor.sedap si kuyu bercakap uncle sebelah kentut kat muka dia ehh.lepas tu dia boleh lagi sambung berborak dgn member dia.macam yang berbunyi tadi tu bunyi ringtone handphone je.takda feel apa dah uncle tu.lagi rancak pulak dia berborak. aku dgn si kuyu terkaku kat situ.
si kuyu gelak sampai nangis.aku pulak yang segan bagi pihak uncle tu.dah lama tak nampak kuyu gelak macam tu. :)
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
orang cool memang busuk. tak busuk tak cool
pada semua kaki hindustan.mereka yang tersengih keseorangan bila melihat adegan romantik lagi manis.sengih gatal depan kaca tv.
ye kau....
kau lah.jgn cakap kau tak pernah.aku benci penipu.
macam mana cool pun kau mesti kau pernah tersengih depan tv.letakkan aku sebagai contoh,secool cool aku (ya aku serius )
okay sekali lagi,
secool cool aku,aku tak dapat menahan nafsu diri dari tersengih bila menonton cerita cinta lagi lagi hindustan.memang bombastik telefantastic lah.kadang kadang bila dah lama sikit sengih tersentak jugak,terasa macam busuk.tapi lama lama aku rasa normal lah bagi aku yang kenyataannya memang seorang yang sweet ni,
dah kau boleh stop buat muka.
time tu aku perlahan lahan toleh tengok tepi,abang aku si wewe yang kononnya 'habis jantan' yang merasakan dada yang berbulu adalah simbol kemegahan dan kekuatan,sengih bukan main beriya lagii.sumpah itu perkara paling siall sekali aku tengok,rasa macam nak tampo je pipi dia guna ping pong bat.kalau bahan orang bukan main lagi dia mengulang kaji.
ye kau....
kau lah.jgn cakap kau tak pernah.aku benci penipu.
macam mana cool pun kau mesti kau pernah tersengih depan tv.letakkan aku sebagai contoh,secool cool aku (ya aku serius )
okay sekali lagi,
secool cool aku,aku tak dapat menahan nafsu diri dari tersengih bila menonton cerita cinta lagi lagi hindustan.memang bombastik telefantastic lah.kadang kadang bila dah lama sikit sengih tersentak jugak,terasa macam busuk.tapi lama lama aku rasa normal lah bagi aku yang kenyataannya memang seorang yang sweet ni,
dah kau boleh stop buat muka.
time tu aku perlahan lahan toleh tengok tepi,abang aku si wewe yang kononnya 'habis jantan' yang merasakan dada yang berbulu adalah simbol kemegahan dan kekuatan,sengih bukan main beriya lagii.sumpah itu perkara paling siall sekali aku tengok,rasa macam nak tampo je pipi dia guna ping pong bat.kalau bahan orang bukan main lagi dia mengulang kaji.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Nothing else matter
i love you so so soooo much.i dont need nothing else.i guess.your laugh,your weird smile and your smell.the way you called me.i can feel it yaww.im smiling and imm so fooking happy.eventhough everything is so damn messed up.with all my problems.the fact tht im sick.imm still cool and strong.i knw i am.you,sitting there with me,i dont think im gonna stop smiling.i hope therell be more of you coming. :))
tuah is his name.and he really did gave me those
tuah is his name.and he really did gave me those
Sunday, April 17, 2011
i love food so much will they love me back?
dang!
i love spending my time especially when im on duty in th hospital.how i want my restaurabt to look like.what will i name it?what will it be on the menu.whos gonna be the cashier,will the people love my food?all those dream all those thoughts is lingering in my mind .like they were chasing me everywhere.i love food,i knw i ate pretty much of them and i knw its kinda difficult for a nurse to own a restaurant.you can even say it as impossible too.not just about the money nor the knwledge.i dont knw if i have time for it either.but god knows how much i craved for it,how much i want to have my own restaurant.i love food,i love seeing people love my food,i dont mind trying quite few times on cooking the same dish just to make sure it will taste better.i knw you would say deep in your brain "what the heck are you doing with nursing then",or "stop dreaming girl dont waste your fucking time".its not that easy knw,i knw its hard,and im stuck with nursing already,but my mom always said "liyana boleh buat,liyana boleh bukak kedai makan bila dah kerja lama nanti." i dont knw if that is the typical mom thing to say.but it really makes me feel better everyday.it makes me calm and not to be sad about my future.because you knw guys i really want this,and i want it bad,i knw alot of people want this same as me,but i bet im different.i know i can.its in me since i was a kid.its the only thing that makes me smiles and laughing on my own each time i think about in while i was working in the hospital.some of the staffnurse even said "dik,dik kau ni berangan ke apa?tesengih sengih,takut aku tengok kau".
seriously fuck them. :)
ill try my best to make it happend,pray for me aite,and matess this is quite a personal story,but what the heck if i share right ,not much will read it after all.love you guys who read.mah mah <3
i love spending my time especially when im on duty in th hospital.how i want my restaurabt to look like.what will i name it?what will it be on the menu.whos gonna be the cashier,will the people love my food?all those dream all those thoughts is lingering in my mind .like they were chasing me everywhere.i love food,i knw i ate pretty much of them and i knw its kinda difficult for a nurse to own a restaurant.you can even say it as impossible too.not just about the money nor the knwledge.i dont knw if i have time for it either.but god knows how much i craved for it,how much i want to have my own restaurant.i love food,i love seeing people love my food,i dont mind trying quite few times on cooking the same dish just to make sure it will taste better.i knw you would say deep in your brain "what the heck are you doing with nursing then",or "stop dreaming girl dont waste your fucking time".its not that easy knw,i knw its hard,and im stuck with nursing already,but my mom always said "liyana boleh buat,liyana boleh bukak kedai makan bila dah kerja lama nanti." i dont knw if that is the typical mom thing to say.but it really makes me feel better everyday.it makes me calm and not to be sad about my future.because you knw guys i really want this,and i want it bad,i knw alot of people want this same as me,but i bet im different.i know i can.its in me since i was a kid.its the only thing that makes me smiles and laughing on my own each time i think about in while i was working in the hospital.some of the staffnurse even said "dik,dik kau ni berangan ke apa?tesengih sengih,takut aku tengok kau".
seriously fuck them. :)
ill try my best to make it happend,pray for me aite,and matess this is quite a personal story,but what the heck if i share right ,not much will read it after all.love you guys who read.mah mah <3
Friday, February 18, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
sape nak pelok saya?
everything seems soo dull.damn gila ahhh.all i do now is work.not with paycheck.its tiring.im not even focusing on ma studies.damn it way off my route man.im still struggling to do better.i really miss my best friend.syaza and qist espeacially.they are the best.cant wait for the vacay with aina and dee.dont have really much time to spend going out with nowdays.sedihh.sob sob.baru je habis kerja malam.haihh.bagai nk gila kerja kat wad malam malam.
auh auhhh syaza di UM,qist di kg.baru.bukan jauh mana pun.tapi kalau nak beri bayangan betapa susahnya nk berjumpa,seperti mencari gula di dalam tepung.huh?ape aku tulis ni.papee jelah.syaza busyyyyyyy gila.qist tak tau laah apa ceritaa.all i can imagine is me and my dut hanging out outside eating kuew teow after playing tennis with one big kotak of teh bunga dilahap pula dgn tembikai sejukk.pergghh ghinduuu nyaaa.hahhaha.main futsal with all the small boys kat taman court 7,sat on the bench and gossipping chit chatting about how our future will be like oneday.tunjuk tunjuk rumah mane kita nk sewa,macam mana kita nk decorate rumah kita if ever we live together somedayy.what colour of our bed and car.awhh awhhh.sedihh nya.
i miss all thosee funn,miss hanging out at kl with qist with no reason,looking at people who walked by us,laughing for something stupid.spending our money on stupid expensive ice cream and continue laughing for supid jokes.just the two of us.love her
i miss going out cut school,change our clothes at petrol station with syaza.go cycling all araound usj.go out watch movies.meet back in qists house spending time together wathing moiess,used qist house phone call orang sana sini.bukak you tube nyanyi lagu tatu mcm bodo kuat kuat.siap print out lyric lagi.tiga tiga ada kesengalan masing masing.tapi well always have each other to correct our own bad habbits aite.love them.no need no pictures aite.cause i have alot of them in me.
mah mah
auh auhhh syaza di UM,qist di kg.baru.bukan jauh mana pun.tapi kalau nak beri bayangan betapa susahnya nk berjumpa,seperti mencari gula di dalam tepung.huh?ape aku tulis ni.papee jelah.syaza busyyyyyyy gila.qist tak tau laah apa ceritaa.all i can imagine is me and my dut hanging out outside eating kuew teow after playing tennis with one big kotak of teh bunga dilahap pula dgn tembikai sejukk.pergghh ghinduuu nyaaa.hahhaha.main futsal with all the small boys kat taman court 7,sat on the bench and gossipping chit chatting about how our future will be like oneday.tunjuk tunjuk rumah mane kita nk sewa,macam mana kita nk decorate rumah kita if ever we live together somedayy.what colour of our bed and car.awhh awhhh.sedihh nya.
i miss all thosee funn,miss hanging out at kl with qist with no reason,looking at people who walked by us,laughing for something stupid.spending our money on stupid expensive ice cream and continue laughing for supid jokes.just the two of us.love her
i miss going out cut school,change our clothes at petrol station with syaza.go cycling all araound usj.go out watch movies.meet back in qists house spending time together wathing moiess,used qist house phone call orang sana sini.bukak you tube nyanyi lagu tatu mcm bodo kuat kuat.siap print out lyric lagi.tiga tiga ada kesengalan masing masing.tapi well always have each other to correct our own bad habbits aite.love them.no need no pictures aite.cause i have alot of them in me.
mah mah
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