Monday, December 28, 2009

sentap sekejap.


haihh.dah cukup bnyk aku sentap dua minggu ni.ditambah pulak lagi dgn kes baru.kalau sentap tu sedap bole lg.bagai dicucuk lubang anus ku dgn sikat plastik berwarna oren.haihh.aku baru sedar diriku ini bnyk menghabiskan masa bersama rakan berbanding dgn keluarga.haihh.ibu is the most important thing.she is my greatest love.my parents should be the first in line,that day ibu sentap sekejap dan berkata,liyana x boleh utamakan kawan dn bnyk lg(private & confidential).alah comel je ibu aku ni.so yahh,ive plan to go for a family holiday nxt month.xtau ah nk g mana.dkt2 jelah rasanya.btw new year dah nk dkt.im getting old.hehe.and i hope to see amal,its been like two months since the last time weve met.shes been so busy lately,so yahh well see how,kita jumpa ke x.apalah lagi reason this time haihh.cehh sentap konon.sengal punya boncet,dia ingat dia hot org tegila-gila nk jumpa dia.uggh,tolong xkuasa mak nyah.
-end of one boring post.-

Monday, December 14, 2009

yabedabedu!

hari yg sgt membebankan,entri ini hanya untuk yg tersayang.hehe!
congrats for the chemmy result!nnt i spend you.atleast ill try.haha.end

Monday, December 7, 2009

emotion healing.

How do you knw if someone you love,which is your partner right now still love you?that is a question i could never answer.how to see if they still care?For certain people texting or calling the other person everyday is a must,but for the rest they seldom contact to each other for no reason.either one side is ignoring the other,or both actually did not care.there are lodsa type of relationship.some said "oh come on,dont be tht obsessed",and some will fight till they cry at the end just if one side replying the txt one minute late.isit they dont care or they are busy.everyone can accept if their partner is busy studying.but student do get the weekend off.isit so hard just to txt one time in one whole day?isit true if we are spending our time with our good friend for one whole day txtng our love one is not important?for me tht will be weird.is that love?what is so great about love then?everyone have their own problems and their own need.im physically and emotionally disturb with lots of question in my head.im not saying all this to show tht im the busuk type of people yg nk org txt i every second.haihh.maybe i should just sleep and forget.

" its already 10.35 pm.today is 7 dec 09.let see if the date mean something,
let see if anything is worth waiting and hold on to."

Saturday, December 5, 2009

entri sedih tanpa tangisan

entri kali ni agak sedih.keluhan dr mulut sering kedengaran.aku dah xde sebarang deria perasaan.kerana telah dikecewakan berulang kali,hatiku sudah kebal.bagai dilapik dgn kepingan besi.aku nk touching pon xbole dah.nk marah apatah lagi.inilah peluang untok penduduk kampung dan kelab anti-aku.maki lah mcm mana pon,hinalah aku,jerit dan buatlah bulatan sekeliling ku,katakanlah gemok,gemok,gemok berulang kali jika mahu. sound lah aku mcm mane pon.conform aku xkan smack korang balik dgn baseball bat.serious,itu dulu.skarng aku hanya akan diam.jadi rebutlah peluang ini sementara masih ada.jangan menyesal di belakang hari.
terkini lagi sensasi,amal si legam yg best lagi menghiburkan dulu telah berubah.dah xde ape yg best tntng dia.maybe semua orang akan berubah.so aku xboleh salahkan dia.senario sebagai contoh,dulu aku boleh terkentot secara tak sengaja pabila menonton rancangan senario.sekarang tiada apa yg lawak lagi.diorang dok ulang benda yg sama dgn mengharapkan aku akan terkentot berulang kali.tidak sama skali.aku tidak semudah itu.teringin pulak nk jadi director.aku tau aku boleh menghasilkan sesuatu yg hebat.sesuatu yg ada umphh!